Monday, 1 September 2025

August Wrap Up (2025)

 Hey guys, this is Abi here, 

And, even though it's a day late, I'm here with my August Wrap Up! 

I read a lot of books in August, which I'm extremely happy with, and because I lowered my Goodreads Reading Goal, it means I've already reached my target for the year (and I can't begin to tell you how relieved I feel, now that the pressure is off). 

But without further ado, here's my August Wrap Up! 


1. Fence, Vol.1 (Fence #1), by C.S. Pacat 

2. Fence, Vol. 2 (Fence #2), by C.S. Pacat 

3. Fence, Vol. 3 (Fence #3), by C.S. Pacat

The minute I changed my reading goal from 80 books, to 52, and I realised that I was a mere 7 books away, I immediately changed my attention to the books that would help me achieve that goal the fastest. Hence, the book choices of August (but mostly this series, as I had the majority of the Fence graphic novels in my possession at this time). 
I opened the first page, and that was it. I read these three in the space of two days. I likely would have carried on, if I had Volume 4. 
The Fence series just made sense to me. I love cute, LGBT romances. I love books about sport, because I haven't come across many of them. Couple that into a graphic novel, the fastest form of reading? Absolutely! 

4. Black Beauty, by Anna Sewell 

When I had read as far as I could into the Fence series as I could, I knew I needed something that was familiar, that I would enjoy, but invested enough that it wouldn't take too much time. Cue Black Beauty. One of my favourite classics of all time, reading from the POV of Black Beauty himself. 

Black Beauty as a character feels as fleshed out as any human character, even more so at times. You read about him as a young colt, being broken in, sold to his first home, his unforgettable friends, especially Ginger, swapped from owner to owner, experiencing loss, danger, cruelty, at the hands of negligence, or through work and turmoil. Black Beauty is wonderfully written, by the words of an expert, and a truly wonderful story. If you did not have the pleasure of experiencing it as a child, then I urge you to pick it up as an adult. Perfect for any age or any level of developed reader. 


5. Saga, Volume 9 (Saga #9), by Brian K. Vaughan 

6. Saga, Volume 10 (Saga #10), by Brian K. Vaughan 

7. Saga, Volume 11 (Saga #11), by Brian K. Vaughan 

 
With a fabricated deadline (my partner's night shift ending) and no Fence, Vol. 4 in sight, I was forced to search for other books that I knew I could finish fast. 
Of course it was going to be Saga. I still had Volume 11 to read, and Volume 9 was the perfect place to start, because of the emotional part at the end (it was the right volume to get me back into the Saga mindset), not to mention, at this point, I was three books away from my Goodreads Reading Challenge goal. 
And now of course, Volume 12 is out, and I'm back to being behind again. 
Sod's law. 
But this time, I am ready. 
I remember exactly where the 11th volume ended, and I want to know what happens next. 

8. Fence, Vol. 4: Rivals (Fence #4), by C.S. Pacat

9. Fence, Vol. 5: Rise (Fence #5), by C.S. Pacat 

 
At last! Volume four arrived! (It took a week longer than it said it would, but I got it in the end at least.)
You can bet I put my CR aside from I could marathon Volumes four & five! 
But, as you might expect, I loved them just as much as the first three. I think I'm going to recommend these to my brother, I reckon he'll like them just as much as me. 
In fact, if you're looking for a new LGBT obsession, and like fencing, and graphic novels, then this is the series for you! 
There are two volumes left, which I've asked for for my birthday, which is less than two weeks away, and although I'm excited to have them in my hands, I don't think I'm quite ready to say goodbye to these wonderful, wonderful characters! HELP! What do I read next? 

Okay! Those are all the books I read in the month of August! 

I know what you're thinking. You're wondering where all the books from my August TBR are! And I'll tell you: I haven't read them yet. 

But I did finish my first one this afternoon- and I'll be getting to the rest of them really soon. 

Okay! That's all I have for you guys today! As always, feel free to comment what you finish in August below, and we can talk about it! 

I hope you have a wonderful day and I'll see you all soon! 

Byeeee!

-Abi xxxxx

Saturday, 23 August 2025

An Unexplained Burst of Light

 Hey guys, this is Abi here, 

Now, this might be nothing, but driving home tonight, I had a spark of an idea for a new story, so coming home, I turned on my laptop, and just hashed out a scene on my laptop, which is what I'm about to post now. 

If I feel like it, I might continue on, and see what comes up, or I might not. 

It's completely unedited, I literally just posted whatever I was thinking at the time. I hope you enjoy it. 


~An Unexplained Burst of Light~

Stay calm. Don’t act like you know they’re following you. Remember what Mum told you. Keys in hands. Just because that instruction is given to girls trying to avoid being mauled, doesn’t mean it doesn’t apply to you as well. Try and find someone, (even though it’s unlikely there’s anyone around at this hour).

You’re fine. Almost home.

Okay, maybe I’m lost.

We did only move here a couple of months ago, after all.

But I told myself I was fine! And I was. Until I realised I had no idea where I was going. Is that wind? Please tell me I’m not near the cliff edge.

What am I saying? Of course I’m not! There’s no way I’m anywhere near there, because it’s miles away.

But that person is still following me.

Okay, think. And ignore increasingly sweaty palms too.

Keep walking, as if I know where I’m going, but not too fast, so I don’t trip and fall. I can find my way home. Even if my phone is dead.

Stop panicking! You will find your way home.

Try and remember what else Mum said.

She said to look for familiar surroundings and take it one step at a time. So that’s what I’ll do.

What do I remember, that’s near the house?

The abandoned cottage, and the lake next to it! Yes!

Which way was it?

Shit, I wish it wasn’t so dark!

Think, Charlie!

Oh, I wish the whole neighbourhood wasn’t covered in trees- everything looks the same.

What was that?

Oh god, the person’s gone.

That horrible wind is back.

Which way was I going? My palms are really sweaty now.

I’m tired, I want to go home, I want my bed, I want my Mum, I want safety, and I want this FUCKING PERSON TO STOP FOLLOWING ME.

And then, before I know it, a burst of unexplained light rushes out of my palms, and the mysterious figure is on the floor.

Okay, now I’m really freaking out.



Okay! That's all I have for you all today! I hope you enjoyed the post, as random as it is (I'm trying to come up with more wacky, out-of-the-ordinary ideas if you didn't know), and let me know in the comments if you're at all interested in a second installment! 

I hope you have a wonderful day and I'll see you all soon! 

Byeeeee! 

-Abi xxxxxx

Friday, 8 August 2025

WORDS

 Hey guys, this is Abi here, 

And in the interest of switching things up on this blog, starting with the TBR at the start of the month, I decided to do something a little different for this next one. 

This isn't an essay of sorts, more like a gathering of thoughts. I wanted to create a bit of ambiance, but you've already seem the title, so there really isn't much point. 

The subject is something I think a lot about: words. Kind words, hurtful words. Etc. 

If I babble on for much longer, I'll end up using all my points up, and that's the last thing I want. 

I hope you enjoy it. 


Words have the power to change you. They can be used to inspire, to build a momentum, to make a person feel good about themselves. They also hold the power to tear you down, to diminish you and your worth, to make your question whether you’re good enough. Whoever came up with the saying “Sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will never hurt me” was talking out of their own ass.

Words are everywhere. We see them on posters, leaflets, billboards, as subtitles. Text messages, social media, and books as well, of course. Most of the time, they’re there to invoke some sort of reaction, or emotion. They’re there to inspire, to shock, to scare, to encourage, to entertain, or inform a person, dependant on what the subject matter is. For example, a message on a cigarette pack is to shock a person into giving up smoking. The words on a poster might be spreading the word for a bake sale or a yard sale (if people still do that sort of thing).

That escalades to everything entertainment-wise. Plays, books, films, tv shows, musicals and stand-up comedy- they all had a manuscript at some point. Although stand-up comedy is slightly different- some of that could include crowd work, thinking on the spot, some of it does have to be rehearsed- links to different bits and pieces that are part of the comedian’s act.

Sometimes there are so many words, phrases, so many thoughts banging on the inside of your break, it’s hard to know the right ones to say, to write down first. There’s only ever so much time, to say the important thoughts in your head, first. You just have to say the most important thoughts first, and hope that’s enough, so the other person understands. Think before you speak.

I often wonder where harsh words come from. We’re not born thinking negatively- whether that be towards ourselves or other people- we learn it somewhere. I imagine it’s from family members, and the average passer by- who is late, agitated, and swearing profusely at something that’s making them later- whether that be a person or a vehicle that is slowing their progress down.

We all have aspects that we inherit from our families- whether that be full lips, non-existent eyebrows- and sometimes what people call ‘a potty mouth’. Also, it’s worth noting that large crowds will demonstrate something called mob mentality, where a small group of people, voicing an opinion, then having it backed up by others, is enough to start one large emotion throughout the rest of the crowd. I imagine the crowd mentality works the same way as inheriting certain features- families share similar views, carry on traditions and even share day to day habits.

That might even be where harsh words come from. We’re not born thinking negatively- whether that be towards ourselves or other people- we learn it somewhere. Not just from family members though, even the average passer-by can affect our language- a passer-by who is late, agitated, and swearing profusely at something that’s making them later- whether that be a person or a vehicle that is slowing their progress down.

I often wonder, who decided the names of words? Who decided that an apple should be called an apple, or a pear a pear? I guess it was the person that discovered it decides what it’s called. Having looked it up, in the past, names of things have been established by describing. The example given is about how a person might describe a tree down the road as a white oak, but another person might describe it as a rough oak, or a dark oak.

The longest word in the English language is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis, which is the name of a disease caused by inhaling very fine silica dust. I have no idea in hell how Everett M. Smith came up with that word.

Vocabulary. What is it? We use vocabulary words to change the tone of an essay, a letter, to learn the definitions in a test. Some people use them to prover how smart they are. Personally, I don’t think you need fancy vocab words to show you’re intelligent.

I’ve always found it interesting, how people find different words offensive. Obviously, there are words that are just nasty, that should never have existed. But again, it goes back to, who decides why a certain word has a meaning that people find offensive. Does that make sense? Take the ‘c’ word for example. I’ve always been brought up to think that that word should never be heard or spoken. But over the past few years, I’ve heard it uttered increasingly frequently. And I’ve been told that up north, it’s not such a big deal to say it.

Obviously, I don’t say that word, because it’s an insult, but I can’t help thinking about other swear words. Like, say when you trip over something, or burn yourself cooking. Saying “Shit!” or “Fuck!” can relieve you of pain and help you to fight in the fight or flight response. Surveys show that people that frequently swear tend to be more honest and forthright day to day. They can even be calming.

I have an example as for when profusely swearing was calming. This was several years ago, when I was a kid. I went on a volcano ride with me Dad, and I found the entire thing entertaining as heck. Basically: being pushed in. Cue a little swearing. But really, it wasn’t until the cart unexpectedly sky rocketed that I could see the words tumbling out of him like water! It’s a good thing the roar of the rocket was so loud that I couldn’t hear a word of what he was saying. ‘Swearing like a trouper’ is the phrase I will use.

Anyway, if you’ve managed to get to this part- congratulations! This is the last part- the summary.

All in all, words can hurt. What might be a fleeting comment to you, might scar someone else- perhaps for life. Consider what you say, before you say it. (Unless you’ve been mates for over a decade and know each-other enough to insult them to their face and they won’t get offended (we all need a friend like that.)) That counts for online too. Everyone has their insecurities, their obsessions, their loves and passions, and pissing on that might just make you terrible.

Also, sometimes it helps to turn your phone off. To take a break from all the advertisements. You don’t need a reminder of all the things that everyone is doing, all the things you should be doing, to boost your health, to get more sleep. So, take a break off social media and get some peace and quiet.

Okay! Those are all the thoughts I have on well, words! Message, texts, truth, conversations... It's all around us. As always, if you have any thoughts of your own that you want to voice on the subject, please feel free! It's an open space after all! 

I hope you have a wonderful day and I'll see you all soon! 

Byeeeee!

-Abi xxxxx